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I cannot give in to complacency and get bored with life. There is so much to learn and so little time in this classroom we call earth. We are on a journey, which is only on a path made for each one of us. There are deeper learning opportunities after our time, in this life, ends and we will have the ability to ascend and transfigure, the same way Jesus Christ did, but only when we are ready to accept our own divinity. Our goal is incarnation or the merging of ourselves with God, in perfect union.
It does not say this in the bible, so how do I know. It is my belief that there is no word that can truly describe that supernatural moment when I too, will know about everything there is to know. That knowledge is already inside of us, but we do not know how to tap into it. The Kingdom of God lives within you and me in all Its glory.
I do not go around preaching what I know because that is presumptuous. How do you know that the shepherd you are following knows or is simply good at manipulating your mind into believing so? I will be honest, I do not know a whole lot, but I know that I have enormous potential, even at my age.
I will push myself to do the right thing and find my place in the world before looking for a handout. I do not mind giving up things, like writing or being able to use the Internet. If that is what is to happen, I accept and will humble myself even more.
The fear is subsiding about my future, and I will do my best to play the hand dealt me until another opportunity arises.