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Why does romantic love evade me? My expectations are too high. It could be that God does not want me to be passionately involved with anyone, at least, at this moment. I even struggle finding companionship, as I am getting older. Then it hit me, this life is not about me, but it is about serving others and being Christlike.
True love is a complicated process, and it cannot happen quickly. It should develop initially from a long friendship. If I could settle my ass down and be a little more stable, then it could happen for me. There must not be any form of hopelessness involved when seeking it within a woman. Every day is a new day and can be the day I could fall in love but not in a way that takes me to a place in a dream or idealistically.
Compatibility is just part of it, and the big part is finding God’s love in each other’s soul together merging into one. This relationship must define soulfully as transparent and real. She and I cannot have that savior mentality or think we are going to fix the other one or cure any addiction either one of us may have.
It is a continual striving to keep God with us through all our trials and tribulations, even to the point of, one of us, wanting to walk away. We will go through any darkness together and feel safe within each other’s arms to battle any demonizing manifestations from outside sources.
We both know, keeping pure Holy Spirit will help us win anything we come up come up against within our mortality. We know we will be together eternally, even after any physical aspects of ourselves have deteriorated back into the stardust that formed us.
We will walk home together and will only part with each other’s company for a moment in comparison to eternal life and going back to the source from which we came.
This may be my dream, but I know there are souls like mine who were together millions of years ago and now coming back together in this life.
I know God, Our Creator, is the Orchestrator or Architect, who leads and designs our lives.